Happy Birthday Dada.
This is the second birthday of yours we're celebrating without you by our side. I wish and hope you're celebrating with your favourite drink in hand and a big warm smile on your face.
You were always working so hard. Working day and night, to take care of us. You never stopped to take a minute for yourself. You always had us on your mind. But I guess that's why maybe the universe took you away from us. To give you the break you deserve. To give you that rest you've missed out all these years. It is really hard without you. I try to shut down the thoughts, because I still can't think about you without shedding a tear. But I know I can never forget you. Sometimes I feel scared thinking about what if I stop thinking about you or what if I forget you. Because that's the worse thing I could ever do. I'd rather die that forget you or the memories you've created and left behind for us.
I have so many regrets Dada. Most importantly, I regret not telling you that I love you enough. I regret not writing you that letter before I left to Qatar. I regret not hugging you enough. I regret not laying on your lap enough. I regret fighting with you. I regret hurting you so much. But I really hope you know how much I love you.
Nobody can ever be as good as you Dada. Nobody. And nobody will ever replace you, ever. It's always been you. My superhero. And I miss you so much, today, tomorrow and every day till my memory lasts.
There's so much I want to write, but my thoughts are super scattered. I just hope you know what all is in my head.
I love you so much Dada❤️
